Monday, August 31, 2009

grace, mercy, love and more

A thousand times I failed you, but your mercy is still there, and when not if I stumble again you will still be there. Lord I want you to consume my life, more than you have been, and Lord I thirst for more of you. Lord I do not want to be a well that dries up; I want to produce for you until the day we meet. Lord you will still be good even when I am not, even when I break your heart with my words and actions. Lord I want more, my soul is literally crying out for you, to you for more Lord. Lord I release you to work in my life, Lord help me to embrace this change. Lord get me out of the way and use this vessel that you have made. Lord I am made to be used by you and to give you praise. What good am I if I cannot do either? Lord God I want to have an Isaiah chapter 6 experience. Lord with my hand raised high I offer myself to you. Here I am Lord, send me! Lord use me to ignite Fairfield, ignite a blaze that will bring change to a city that can also bring change to a state, then a country and a world. Lord do not let us get stagnant in our walk with you; do not let us get comfortable, Lord I pray that if comfort is being established than take it away. Lord there is no room for comfort zones with the life I want; I want a life where I am never satisfied in you. You are good and I want to proclaim it to the whole world. Lord teach to stop, teach me to be content, teach me what it looks like to hang out with you for a day. Lord I can’t stop longing for you. All of you Lord, not just a part of you, Lord that I may seek you and when I find you I will know there is more. Lord the cry of my heart is to praise you, you know my future, and you have it mapped out. You know my dreams Lord but those are my dreams, I want your dreams. Lord let me dream your dreams for my life. Give me God sized dreams, let me wake up thinking there is no way, but you know there is a way. Lord help me, I have my weaknesses and you know them, help me make them strengths, Lord take control of those areas and fill it with you. Lord I love you, all I want to do is please you, take this life as you see fit and mold me, and make me what I need to be to do your kingdom’s glory. Lord I went through some struggles the past month Lord but I know that has only made me stronger in my relationship with you.

Lord consume me.

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